Vanishing

冷たい隙間風が
今日のヘッドラインを差し込んだら
咀嚼するよりもはるか先に
感情はちりぢりに
本心は行方不明
何かに後ろ髪を
引かれていたその頃から
何をするにも手につかなくて
昨日と今日の区別もつかないまま
Vanishing from the very core Nothing left to call my own
Vanishing from the very core Nothing left to call my own
飲みかけのコーヒーが冷めていく
いつ淹れたかも思い出せないまま
気づけばカップの底が乾ききっていた
時間はあやふやに
視線はうわのそら

曇った窓をなぞった
すぐに元に戻っていくように
掴みかけてたものが遠ざかる
追いかける順序を間違えていたらしい

Vanishing from the very core
Nothing left to call my own
Vanishing from the very core
Nothing left... or so I'm told

Vanishing to the very core
Something left to call my own
Vanishing to the very core
Something left to call my own
I know…

When the cold draft through the gap
Slid today's headline in
Long before I could chew it over
Emotions scattered every which way
My true feelings gone missing
Ever since the time when something
Was tugging at the back of my head
I couldn't get my hands to do anything
Unable even to tell yesterday from today
Vanishing from the very core Nothing left to call my own
Vanishing from the very core Nothing left to call my own
The half-drunk coffee goes cold
Without my even remembering when I brewed it
Before I noticed, the bottom of the cup had dried out
Time turns uncertain
My gaze is somewhere else

I traced the fogged window
The way it goes right back to how it was
What I had almost grasped is drawing away
It seems I had the order of the chase wrong

Vanishing from the very core
Nothing left to call my own
Vanishing from the very core
Nothing left... or so I'm told

Vanishing to the very core
Something left to call my own
Vanishing to the very core
Something left to call my own
I know...

当冰冷的穿堂风
把今天的头条塞进来
远在我咀嚼它之前
情绪就已经四散
真心下落不明
从那时起 就总觉得
有什么在身后扯着我
做什么都上不了手
连昨天和今天都分不清
Vanishing from the very core Nothing left to call my own
Vanishing from the very core Nothing left to call my own
喝了一半的咖啡渐渐凉掉
连什么时候冲的都想不起来
回过神时 杯底已经干透了
时间变得含混
视线心不在焉

我描了一下起雾的窗
像是马上就会恢复原样
差点抓住的东西正在远去
看来我把追赶的顺序弄错了

Vanishing from the very core
Nothing left to call my own
Vanishing from the very core
Nothing left... or so I'm told

Vanishing to the very core
Something left to call my own
Vanishing to the very core
Something left to call my own
I know…

차가운 틈새 바람이
오늘의 헤드라인을 밀어 넣으면
곱씹기보다 훨씬 앞서서
감정은 뿔뿔이 흩어지고
본심은 행방불명
무언가에 뒷머리를
잡아당기던 그 무렵부터
무엇을 해도 손에 잡히지 않아서
어제와 오늘의 구별도 못 한 채
Vanishing from the very core Nothing left to call my own
Vanishing from the very core Nothing left to call my own
마시다 만 커피가 식어 간다
언제 내렸는지도 기억나지 않은 채
정신을 차리니 컵 바닥이 바싹 말라 있었다
시간은 흐릿하게
시선은 딴 데에

흐려진 창을 덧그렸다
금세 원래대로 돌아가 버리듯이
붙잡으려던 것이 멀어진다
쫓는 순서를 잘못 잡고 있었던 모양이다

Vanishing from the very core
Nothing left to call my own
Vanishing from the very core
Nothing left... or so I'm told

Vanishing to the very core
Something left to call my own
Vanishing to the very core
Something left to call my own
I know…